hmmm, maybe this works in real life

ok, so i got to thinking about the play after my monologue in 5/6th hr (yeah, my creative response- yeah, the one in a dress), this play works in "real life". I can see parallels to the ppl in my "real life" (even if Kroncke HATES that phrase). ok, if we haven't all figured out that i identify with Hedda, get with the program, it's slightly obvious. As Maya and Shoji both pointed out Nic has some major similarities w/George. Thea actually reminds me of my mother (which makes sense if you know ne thin bout the relationship i have w/my mother). Lovborg and Brack are kinda combined, but i'm not really sure which of three people they are. I'll leave that up to your personal interpretation. it's odd, because when i look @ some stuff in my life all i c is the crazy play! like, dang! (yeah, idc bout what ms.thomas says bout that word.) everything plays out to a sound track of John Mayer (as if there were anything else to describe my life) and the events suddenly make sense to me. my life has its militaristic aspects and the ideas that control comes through other ppl n i don't have ne of my own is pretty tru, or @ least that's how i feel rt now. maybe that's y i chose to so a monologue, it kinda flowed outta me n i 4 real think i captured how she felt cuz i felt it come through the part of me that identifies with her. i mean, i get it, when u think u finally found a way 2 get the control over ur life that u've been yearning 4, u'll do almost ne thin 2 keep it. maybe i'm 2 in 2 this, but this is how i'm feelin. and now, imma shut up b4 i get myself in2 trouble by talkin 2 much.